Oct 8 2009

No Kids In The Playground

As you can see from the title, yesterdays results were not good.  Actually, they were terrible.  I got a big fat zero on that test, and I swear I studied!!  Anyway, this brings me to the “What’s next?” question.  This question is constantly brought up when dealing with infertlility.  There’s always another road to travel, a new technique to try, always another next!  Unfortunately, I’m pretty stumped on that question.  I’m not too sure what is next.  I’ll be sure to post it when we figure it out.  I’m heading back to my wonderful urologists office on Tuesday, so I might have an answer by then.  All I know is that I’m not giving up.  I will be a father, no matter route we go.  If the first 5 times Iwas told that I was spermally challenged didn’t take me out the of game, then this is just another bump in the road.  I’m keeping my head up this time, and channeling the pain and grief into determination.

5 Responses to “No Kids In The Playground”

  • Lin Says:

    I’m so sorry to hear about your SA results! We’re dealing with MFI, too (low everything). Your resolve and dedication is inspiring. I wish you the best of luck getting answers and a plan…SOON! (((HUGS)))

  • AmandaMqn Says:

    Seems like the 7th was an all around sucky day for sperm. Our uro followup is also Tuesday, it’s going to be hard to not throat-punch someone.

    Sorry about the results, I am pulling for you and admire your attitude about it all.

  • Somewhat Ordinary Says:

    I found your blog via another and wanted to just send out some words of encouragement. I’m the mother of a child from DI due to my husband’s azoospermia. If you want to be father you are absolutely right that you will be one. And, probably one of the best damn ones at that!! Wishing you all the best!

  • Mister IVF Says:

    Hey – great to see you posting and sorry about the bad results. Love the positive vibe. I agree with the other here. You will make a great dad some day.

  • HopefullyTTC Says:

    So sorry to hear about your bum results. Thinking about you as you figure out – where to from here! One way or another you will be a father, you just got to find the best path there.

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