Feb 28 2009

Better/Stronger Than Me

We’ve been at this for almost two months, and I have not told my parents yet.  Today was the day do it.  Especially, since I didn’t have to.  Jess went there to pick up Keena after she got home from a party up north.  My mom watched Keena while she was at the party.  She had been planning this out for a couple days now, and figured that would be the perfect time.  It turns out it was. 

I am not one to come out and tell people.  I don’t know if it is because I am embarrassed, or I feel it is nobodies business.  Regardless, once I know that someone knows, I Have no problem speaking about it.  It’s kind of weird.  I guess I’m just not ready for the reaction, and then followup questions.  I do think I am becoming more comfortable discussing the situation with other people besides Jess.  I’m just waiting for the first uncomfortable conversation about my private parts with my mom, and I’ll tell you how I feel then.

Now, on to the title of the post.  Pretty much self explanatory.  Jess is better/stronger than I am.  No one in my family would have known yet if it wasn’t for her.  It just makes life easier knowing that the important people understand that we are having some tough times right now.  I’m so glad we are together, because what I lack, she brings to the table.  I wouldn’t want to go through this with anyone else!

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